I am writing this while the kids play happily around me(not sure how long that will last for) Easter/Term 1 school holidays here and will say I am missing the routine of school and what I need to do each day. But that is not what this blog post is about.
I found something on another blog that I follow and it left me wondering what I really think about me and how hard we are on ourselves as women.
I have the put the video here for you to have a look at:
So what do you think?
I personally would choose to walk away I could not choose any door as I do not see myself as beautiful or average I am not sure what I am to be honest. I have always been on the larger size and I have a pretty big butt, small waist. Yes think Kim Kardashian butt.
So whenever I lose weight I lose it from my waist first which make my butt look bigger oh the joys of life. And somehow I always lose motivation to continue as I do not have a friend to push me and personal training would be great but is too expensive for this stay at home mum.
I also have never been told I was beautiful so I guess I do not believe it, I know I should but I just don't......and here I am trying to teach my boys to compliment there partners when they get to that age and I am always telling them they are beautiful, strong and amazing and their mum does not believe it.....so great mum I am being to them and a hypocrite too. I have always had a low self esteem and that leads back to I guess being told that my butt was big or my double chin is huge and that was from family members...so here I am trying to build my children self esteem up while trying to also I guess build mine up as well.......we all know kids just say what they mean and do not think before the words come out.
So this is my latest profile pic on Facebook and I hate selfies....I have also booked myself in to have a professional photo session done and I really do not know why I did that....maybe I was having a moment as I look around I have no photos of me(except wedding picture, only a few in my house). Or maybe I wanted my boys to see me being brave.....I have no idea, again my self esteem issues kick in.
So what door would you choose?
Until next time
Bye xx
I think you're beautiful, your husband thinks you're beautiful, your children think you're beautiful, 100's of woman around the world that know you think you're beautiful, we can't all be wrong hun!!!
ReplyDeleteBeauty isn't always about the way someone looks, though that is what the media and some members of society would have us believe. I always remember that old witty comeback to someone who comments on another's weight (as you mention you believe yourself to be overweight)... next time someone says something to you, try telling them, ok, I may be overweight, but I can go on a diet, unlike you, you see, ugliness can't be fixed with exercise..... Meaning, the people that put you down are ugly, not you. You soul is beautiful, and so is the vessel in which it resides.